Every now and then a kneegrow needs a theme song. Just a song to take you around on your daily journey in this life. Whether you take the song word for word or you adapt the lyrics to suit yourself. When I look back at the first nine months of 2013, which were close to absolute shit, and absolutely no fault of my own, but my life/sanity were maintained well. Then the last eleven months right up to my birthday, were just crazy. This internet/facebook thing is madness sometimes, looking at the actions and verbal diarrhea of some people who at one point were close to me, chilled in my home, ate my food, smiled in my face etc, both personally and professionally truly showed their ass.
All I can do is shake my fucking head, look at certain things as a life lessons and keep it moving, I can’t be mad at people for picking the “team” they rode in on for sure. Now I’m not trying to say I’m living like #RichGang, but as I said before adaptation is key. I am and will never be a person that is into the bougie/uppity lifestyle regardless of bank balance. I’d rather eat at a buffet and chain restaurant than be on some fine dining bullshit. For me basically there’s never enough food on the damn plate, being hungry for style is not my idea of a good time. I was meant to be celebrating two major events in 2014. But as we all know, life is uncertain, so some things didn’t go to plan or follow the script, but one surely did as it was inevitable that it would occur. Looking forward I fully refuse to let the people who are now mere dusty crumbs that have fallen away, silly antics get to me. Even one situation, which I would kinda regret after it went down, would eventually reveal itself to be the right decision, despite what the “sympathetic people” on the outside think. Unlike a lot of people who like to say I have “haters” and people hate on me, I fucking don’t I just have some faded crumbs who once played an episode or two in my life’s situations. Unlike the Hansel and Gretel crumbs, I don’t need them to find my way back lol far from it forward is the one and only move. Besides celebrating an awesome birthday, the other positive celebration, went the other way, but despite an exploitation attempt I was able to keep 3/4 of my shit, could of lost all I worked hard for. I’ve come to terms with who the fuck I am and I’m cool with that…. the judgements/opinions of crumbs are no longer significant…Every morning I give the universal energy thanks for my life…. That said!!
I’ve done a lot of shit just to live this here lifestyle
We came straight from the bottom, to the top, my lifestyle
Nigga livin’ life like volcano and this only the beginning’